thanksgiving has come at just the right time. see, i have not been feeling very thankful. in truth, the phrase: "how come everything i touch turns to shit?" actually went through my brain the other day. i realized, even in the moment, that this was a nadir.
so, in an effort to remind myself of all the things i have to be thankful for, a list. 26 items, one for each letter of the alphabet.
A is for apples from the farmers market.
B is for buddy, my dog-cat.
C is for cobble hill. quiet and beautiful, my new lovely home.
D is for "the dying gaul," a movie that amazed me. deeply beautiful and deeply flawed.
E is for ethan, my brother.
F is for my friends, who are top-notch.
G is for gastronomy, which brings me joy (see "J").
H is for hot chocolate.
I is for the island of manhattan, which though i have left it, i still love.
J is for joy, when and where i find it, which is more often than i realize or acknowledge.
K is for klemperer, jerusha. will try to be thankful that i am me.
L is for laurie, for her life advice and listening (that's several L's)
M is for the middle eastern market, sahadis, my neighborhood market.
N is for new technology, such as my new ipod, new ibook, new silicon baking tins.
O is for opportunity, which even though i am having trouble seeing it, i know is out there (kinda like the tooth fairy...).
P is for pretzel croissants from city bakery.
Q is for quiche, which i love to make, and love to eat.
R is for running, which i can do now, despite my belief a few years ago that my knee would never heal well enough for it.
S is for seymour, my lap cat.
T is for the organic free-range turkey that we will enjoy on thursday. this is me putting my money where my mouth is.
U is for upheaval, in a good way.
V is for deborah madison's "vegetarian cooking for everyone," a terrific staple of my cookbook library.
W is for wine. wit. words.
X is for expression, the gift of which i do possess and must remember to use.
Y is for yoga, and what it does for my body.
Z is for sleep, which is easy, quiet and plentiful in my new home.